Wednesday, October 26, 2005
we'll leave the world behind us
been busy and happy with it. hope i'll have this 3 week vacation well spent.
went newsroom last friday on bubu's invitation and it turned out better than expected. see, the girls (bubu, licia and joan) are so cute! totally having fun of our own not caring if others think we're real ugly. it's a hey whatever. it was free flow, courtesy of daryl (and DARYL, that fellow bubu chased away. poor ting), when we were only supposed to have 1 housepour each. totals up to 1 white russian, 1 margarita, 1 vodka neat, 1 bourbon coke, 1 tiger, 2 vodka lime, 3 vodka ribena, and 2 jugs of er... tastes like rum with lime. well we wouldn't have got 2 jugs of that if that fellow who kept wanting to hold me didn't come. i tell you, he's an asshole. arghs, nevermind. disgusts me! anyways before we left the club, we were inside the ladies where we seeked refuge (from that ass), doing absolutely stupid stuff, and scaring people.
woke up with a hangover. went out with boyfriend. didn't have enough sleep but still, it was our monthsary (and i love you baby)! was the most horrible monthsary we had. for i woke up late we went out only at 4pm. then at 7pm we met up with the rest (yea boyfriend asked all of them out THAT day) to have dinner at some steamboat place zhong suggested. nice food though. best part yet to come. after dinner puay tiu as usual. and very expectedly, no one had any good idea. boys wanted to watch soccer, so i told MY BOYFRIEND (not you guys) that if HE watch soccer i will beat people (in this case, MY BOYFRIEND. and was staring at him when i said that). how the fuck you guys extract meaning 1? how come it turned out like i expect ALL of you not to watch too? and SOMEMORE, i know i love to sing, but i DID NOT suggest to go ktv. don't look at me like i did. someone else did, i know who. not yuanhong though. and for agreeing to go ktv, it will look as if all of you don't mind so i am actually only FOLLOWING plans. not LEADING plans. then screwed, no room over at apollo. boyfriend start to give that uber sian face like i did a thousand things that pissed him off yet he don't wanna tell me about it. he SAID he's tired, he wanna go home so we left. the rest did not follow so he sent me home 1st. after that i found out he went BACK TO chinatown to meet the rest. WTF? i believed him when he said he was tired. so end of the day it was a good plan:
all of them thinks that I WANT THEM to follow MY PLAN. they were OKAY but boyfriend thought i was RIDICULOUSLY DOMINEERING (yaya when he was the one who suggested ktv and made it like i was dying to sing. i needa clarify, i didn't feel like singing!). so, he decided to spoil everyone's plan by going home. accidentally, he pangsehed his brothers (cos they did not follow). on the way home he must be thinking "aiya, like that they confirm think i attitude problem and dulan me 1. later i better go pick them up. i send this tyrant (yea, his gf who was also thinking if he leave lidat will cause unhappiness in the others nots) home 1st." and so he went back to meet them. this way, it will appear as if i attitude and wanted to go home (hopefully they didn't hear him la). after that his brothers will all get pissed with me and my "attitude" that they start talking like bitches. all will add in something to gain credibility. fucken cheap people. you know i'm talking about you, so sue me for libel, and i will countersue you for slander. some are blind yet insist on being a pilot, some just cannot keep his mouth shut. so together they came up with a BEAUTIFUL story to portray me in false light. end of the day, it kills me to think that my boyfriend had intentionally sent me home to prevent me from spoiling their NO LIFE plan. they're all in cahoots! my boyfriend is not protecting me. i scold FUCK.
nevermind, it's all over. afterall i gained something. i saw how malicious a mouth of words from a boy can be. i cannot respect them as men yet. i saw just how 'extensive' his trust is. an invalid statement got him calling to scold. i found myself weeping and sobbing, sobbing and laughing, laughing and weeping. all over i cursed them once again. childish fucks. blind bats.
anyways I'M SORRY to have harped on that issue for more than half of this post. almost whole. we're going zouk tonight. yeppy! me, bubu, licia, joan, and my dearest boyfriend. some things still return to where they come from, some people still go back to who they love most. to all the bitches in the world, thanks for improving our relationship. but don't try again. thanks.
is it too late?
- 5:22:00 PM
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valued creeps
BUBU
bestie
since 1998
great laugher, horrible classmate,
female duet, weeding partner
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JAMIE
honeh
since 2000
always on my side, club partner,
digresser, great companion
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WEESIN
sister
since 1999
duet partner, confidant,
sibei onz, trustworthy
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CLARA
meanie
since 2005
scream-2-gather
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JEWEL
meanie
since 2005
similarities, like-minded
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ALEXANDER
boyfriend
since 2000
ah blah blah blah
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INCOMPLETE
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a best friend
samsung z500
peak&pine lovely bikini on pastel pink & frills
levi's pattyann
black framed glasses
all the fucking royce choc
30" or so baby piglet
poh heng - "my name" piglet bracelet
pink chiffon tube dress with center frills
gojane tube
abercrombie bianca
sandisk transflash memory card
24" christmas collection piglet
international driving licence
levi's type1 shorts
burberry timepiece
dior shades
yamaha's silent cello
a customized jigsaw puzzle of our picture
gold baby piglet
"The Lion Roars" Dvd/Vcd
pohheng's piglet in love hoop
pendant
nikon coolpix s5
adidas m.e.
our starcruise
adobe photoshop cs2
that danielyam dress
dinner at prima tower
'heart-to-get' guess watch
need for speed: most wanted
yorkshire terrier
coach hamptons signature perforated large carryall
osim upapa LOL but I'M DEAD SERIOUS
levis ladies style black/pink frame specs
coach business - lanyard
burberry nova check satchel
motorazr maxx v6
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fantastic 4
red candy
the maid
charlie and the chocolate factory
wedding crashers
the island
sin city
the truth about love
bewitched
land of the dead
one more chance
red eye
herbie fully loaded
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night watch
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the longest yard
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the skeleton key
corpse bride
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devils rejects
40-year-old virgin
cello
wig
transporter2
M.A.I.D
chicken little
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oliver twist
the exorcism of emily rose
zathura
sky high
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king kong
prime
the descent
the promise
a chinese tall story
wallace & gromit - the curse of the were-rabbit
the family stone
in her shoes
memoirs of a geisha
elizabethtown
the dark
the fog
fun with dick and jane
cheaper by the dozen 2
rumor has it
zoolander
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munich
underworld evolution
dorm
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date movie
v for vendetta
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hills have eyes
failure to launch
yours mine & ours
ultraviolet
ice age 2
the wild
firewall
art of seduction
reincarnation
tristan&isolde
inside man
when a stranger calls
poseidon
the da vinci code
x-men: the last stand
over the hedge
cars
slither
benchwarmers
she's the man
superman returns
just my luck
scary movie 4
RV
the nun
garfield 2
nacho libre
hoodwinked
the lake house
lady in the water
click
my super ex-girlfriend
the ant bully
adam apples
the break-up
barnyard
monster house
the devil wears prada
lovewrecked
little man
pulse
stay alive
you, me and dupree
john tucker must die
friends with money
gigolo wannabe
rob-b-hood
talladega nights
death note
world trade center
the convenant
flushed away
material girls
step up
happy feet
tenacious d
open season
night at the museum
death note 2 the last name
borat
just follow law
norbit
i'm a cyborg but that's ok
300
stomp the yard
mr bean's holiday
because i said so
the hills have eyes 2
200 pounds beauty
meet the robinsons
shrek3
spider lilies
surf's up
evan almighty
ratatouille
hairspray
and becos of honey...
chronicles of narnia
mission: impossible III
the fast and the furious: tokyo drift
pirates of the caribbean: dead man's chest
snakes on a plane
miami vice
casino royale 007
eragon
ghost rider
tmnt
spiderman3
pirates of the caribbean: at world's end
harry potter and the order of the phoenix
tranformers
the bourne ultimatum
rush hour 3
